November 2011
5 posts
I legit fucking hate everything and everyone.
You basically implied I was a bitch, says the one that fucking cried when I told you I cut.
Everyone is so happy, and I’m a fucking mess wishing I’d wind up dead already.
I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU SO MUCH.
SUDDENLY YOU ASSUME WE’RE BEST FRIENDS AGAIN? NO! WE’RE NOT. YOU INVADE MY PRIVACY STEAL MY FRIENDS, DRAG ME EVERYWHERE!
FUCK YOU!
Can you be my best fucking friend again?
Fuck, oh my god, I remember the night you were going to kill yourself, cut yourself until you bled to death, and I had a mental breakdown, and I was crying and throwing up, I couldn’t control anything, and then I fucking did what you were going to do, cut, didn’t care if I coincidently hit an artery.
I came to you crying and crying and crying,...
October 2011
16 posts
You are perfect in almost every way, you’re cute, friendly, most amazing personality, and person in general, yet, you’re ruining your life.
You’re thirteen, you’ve had sex, you smoke weed, you just fucking smoked it in front of my face, you’ve been in fights and you drink.
If I wasn’t so scared of you pressuring me into taking drugs or having sex, I’d...
I did it, I ffucking did it, I’m a failure.
Dad is so fucking pissed off.
I might not be on the internet for the next few days.
This is going to be the worst birthday ever.
Anon you dick head! >< BABY IF I WAS YOUR BOYFRIEND I’D TELL YOU THAT YOU’RE BEAUTIFUL EVERYDAY, IF ANYONE GAVE YOU SHIT I’D PROMPTLY DROP KICK THEM, YOU & I COULD GO SEE ALL OUR FAVOURITE BANDS TOGETHER, (stops yelling now) I’d cuddle you all the time, I’d totally fly over from New Zealand and buy you ice cream when you’re sad. I’d be there when...
I couldn’t even do it right, I couldn’t even do it, it’s the fact I was going to.
I CAN’T FUCKING KEEP PROMISES, I’m so fucking hopeless.
You’re really gr8.
But she’s just.. ugh better and prettier and idk, I could never measure up to what you want.
I’m getting so worked up over something I know is just kindness.
I don’t want to wake up tomorrow.
I can’t go to school.
School is the reason for my depression. Every single day it gets worst. I feel sick and worried at what the next day is going to be like.
School was terrible. People humiliate me, and tease me.
I WANT TO FUCKING MOVE
I’m going to be fucking single forever fuck oiahd09qwosk
I feel really good.
I haven’t spoken to Mitch for so long, and he’s so nice and always there for me.
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Can I tell you a secret? Sometimes when I'm...
…. she’s the best thing that’s ever happened to me too.
sgnksog9u04ofksdlmsdg ;__;
September 2011
23 posts
“October, baby. I can’t wait. Can you? I get all sad and then I think of it, and I smile. I’ve got something more to look forward to than just Soundwave, I’ve got you, too.”
I really want a relationship. Every one is in one.
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I thought that was the last announcement, I was just about to shut my computer down and go to sleep, disappointed. There was 1 new tweet “#BDO2012 My Chemical Romance@MCRofficial”
I legit jumped and my heart skipped a beat.
I can’t stop shaking and crying.
These men have saved my life, they stopped me from cutting, they stopped me from committing suicide. They’re the...
I don’t even give a fuck anymore, I’m just a jealous bitch, I’ll never be good enough for anyone.
“oi okay so, dont say i said anything, but like i was talking to him and we were talking abotu how you’s went out and like, it was as i suspected and yeah. like, he didnt like you. he said da ‘whole relationship wasn’t real to him’”
Ha.
My ‘best friend’ that my ex is pretty much dating told me the he told her that he never liked me.
Oh lol, how fucking great.
Might as well put a bullet through my head.
I can never stop worrying about you, don’t ever do anything stupid.
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….Dad’s running around the house swearing his head off.
Is it bad to say that it’d be better if you weren’t together?
My step-mum is half way around the world and your still fighting with Dad.
I hope you were refering to me.
I’m so cold and tired. I’m going to go rest.
The Big Day Out 2012 Lineup is announced tomorrow/tomorrow night. My Chemical Romance have to come. Nobody has any idea.
It would be so much better to not be on this Earth anymore.
I cannot believe why you think that of yourself. Maybe it’d be better if I never met you, so I didn’t have to worry about you. I’m forever scared of losing you again, although I doubt you’d care.
I’m going to try sleep, I can’t take any more shit.
I haven’t cut in nearly four months….
I suddenly feel like crying and I don’t know why.
I want someone, I need someone. I feel so alone, sitting in a dark room at night, trying to purposely keep myself up for no reason. I think it’s because after about 3 days of no sleep, you don’t know what’s real anymore, and you’re under a mental state where you don’t know if you’re awake or asleep....
I told you.
… that was it.
Nothing more.
I’m so worried about you, I’m so worried about you, I’m so worried about you.
He’s the only thing you’re living for, if anything ever happened to you ksnfakjhf. I wish you’d be more open with me, and I could comfort you.
I’d be dead if it wasn’t for you.
Every time I try to starve myself, I can’t. I always find myself eating, and eating, and eating. Being skinny would be so lovely and pretty, maybe for once I’ll feel beautiful, I can just never follow through with it.
I don’t want a relationship, I just want to be close, like we were before.